phew… been some time since my last post. dunno why but lately just
feeling blue.. no drive to do anything and just sit around. sounds like
a big waste of time even to myself….
Why haven't we arrived at the age of telepathic communication? So we
can be in touch anytime anywhere without needing a medium. HUH.
I have a system of defense mechanism that works TOO well it irks me sometimes. When I feel that I SHOULD have felt something–anger,
distress, regret–I don't. I just don't think and it dissolves into a
gray area. When I want to look back to the event and make myself FEEL,
I can't. I was… bounced away from that memory. The pathway's been
Maybe this is why I don't seem to have any problems to 'curhat' away. I
don't need a trash 'coz I have an internal black hole that swallows
I feel like a heartless robot.
On the lighter side: I think it even affects my short-term memory =b The black hole's growing….. awww nooo….
I hate being sick. (This is totally irrelevant, but I just really
don't wanna be sick now… I wanna eat krupuk!!! And duren!!! T_T)